Daylight

by Gardener

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calantian Chill and sad and dreamy; perfect for daydreaming to or while trying to sleep off a migraine. Favorite track: The Great Birds Of The Atlantic.
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1.
I want an old path to tread A room with an untouched bed And for spirits to live in the trees A fragile light to ward away the night But this river is never dry And the seasons never die They return with undue strength The hurtling reach of a mess that we will make I wish I could melt in the spring A light to wane A bird to sing And fly away Or I could wear The claws of the bear Warm skin, cold eyes All aloof There is nothing in the trees There is nothing that serene ‘Cause there’s nothing more unseen Than the dream I have as the child in the bearskin
2.
Pliocene 04:07
Cautious, we wait in the air Pliocene comes, we aren’t aware Daylight A match strikes All we will ever be has a light to concede The tree’s breadth halts at the plow A bird’s death, glues breaking ground Mid stride Soon wived All I will ever be has a book to be read Last night I thought I could act right More than just a day Wasn’t it beautiful? A red dress Flowers grow with redress More than just hopeless Wasn’t it certain to you? The trees stand over our birth The sea flows over our work Daylight A match strikes All we will ever be has a light to concede Midnight Close by All we have ever been has to fade or turn empty
3.
Living out on this summer's sad end An osprey perched on seaside brush I don't expect the wind to take my breath Beyond the break, a sure strong hush The body means nothing in the sea's spin Circling our dull expanse We play games in open fields Act like boys in sun-bleached clothes Until the rain keeps us in And we know The heart means everything in this hell of ours Circling our dull expanse
4.
Undertow 02:17
I could give myself up But can I give too much? I'm an undertow A pull to your tread Flood of depletion Up to your head I love your time I need it more than mine You're a life raft A pull from my dread Sanctuary A newly made bed You say I'm never too much I don't believe that 'Cause I'm sure I'm an undertow A pull to your tread Flood of depletion Up to your head
5.
Fawn 04:44
There’s all these things I’d like to be someday There’s all these things I’d like to do someday But I fear a life I can’t predict A novel art I can’t defend If your heart is black, then mine will crack You could walk away with what I can’t say Keep your will, keep your haste Hold what’s there you’ll erase This will not be disposed She’s not gone But I love your arms wide So I’ll have your hands tied And we can live without any kids Until you’re bored enough to leave Keep your will, keep your haste Hold what’s there you’ll erase This will not be disposed She’s not gone Her spring is no fawn The deeper in I lead The less I trust the sea The more we start to laugh The more I cannot breath But I did this all for myself I want you to know I’m more than your fun Keep your will, keep your haste Hold what’s there you’ll erase This will not be disposed She’s not gone Her spring is no fawn
6.
Hues 03:52
I wish I could be in someone’s arms tonight A lone star filling the reach of lost years with light So I’ll wait here just for a while That’s how I want to be All while the hues still bleed I still don’t know what I’ll need Cross that line Each day blind And stone faced A high tide pulling all night for the light at dawn A low gaze fixed at the ground when the moment comes But I’ll stand by just for your smile That’s how I want to be All while the hues still bleed I still don’t know what I’ll need Cross that line Each day blind And stone faced All shades beneath this burning sun That’s how I want to be All while the hues still bleed I still don’t know what I’ll need Cross that line Each day blind And stone faced I wish I could be in someone’s arms tonight
7.
Aspen 03:42
Here comes the trembling, the thought of repenting I’m unsure what I’ve done wrong Am I blameless? Everything moves me, a bad year to lose you When you need me please be strong I barely hold on Sometimes I want to know you are right there beside me Waiting for that sun But most days (All as of late, I decline) I get caught up in the smallness of living (I'm lost) Forlorn and lost Am I just selfish for even wanting You to keep yourself in reach Losing pollen Sometimes I want to know you are right there beside me Waiting for that sun But most days (All as of late, I decline) I get caught up in the smallness of living (I'm lost) Forlorn and lost
8.
We walked past the stark drop A living, bold chasm A wonder of might, we escape through all means If I may lose her Than death is a cruel word I’ll comb through the brunt of the earth and its seams Until it feels like light hitting my face right But I will not turn, I will not face that A new faith has no need to erase it Love grows wild, love grows strong If we reach the deepest cavern A greater force will keep our names safe Love is cunning, love is long This heart Will endure This world
9.
Hourglass 04:24
I confront this every morning I see decay The glint of dreams that lose their grace I move between Two foreign states I exist in some place Like when I was a kid In the halls at school Trying to explain to myself the rift that I felt Between the crowds and the mourning In my heart So I move inward Safe nothing No mirror in the dark Their words Lose weight I flicker in their eyes Time has escaped this hourglass I was gone quite soon Two decades late An absent moon A flower I can never bloom A look that feels like love gone sour I want to know why I move forward Blind shadows Right wrongs in the dark My life Lost her I falter in disguise Love has escaped this hourglass Don’t leave so soon Yes, I will wait The hours Burn bright for today Flame true Sear through All I couldn’t wait to hate Move forward Blind shadows Right wrongs in the dark My life Lost her I waver but rebound
10.
Time heeds our errors And gleams with a soft face Night leaves out daylight We breathe in at dawn’s wake I cannot change what I never could say But I am here today We push through cautious waves I cannot change what I was in the past But the present will always last We’ll stay for the things we shape Youth flashed like lightning But rained on cold hearths I can’t forget that pain So I fix an old heart I cannot change what I never could say But I am here today We push through cautious waves I cannot change what I was in the past But the present will always last We’ll stay for the things we shape Wandering past the break We never wait

about

This is my debut album. Daylight is a culmination of one year of constant, needlessly disciplined songwriting, recording and revising. These tracks (and countless others) were written between August, 2020 and August, 2021. Conceptually, the album reflects my mental state prior to transitioning. I was dealing with one chapter of my life closing and a new, uncertain one beginning. The album was also written in the midst of the Covid-19 pandemic. During the seemingly endless periods of time where I was at home isolated, these tracks were a source of respite. They feel like somewhat abstract journal entries at times. I couldn't experience much of the world, nor could I get out of my head very often. Songwriting and recording were the only times where I could truly escape (or release) the persistent thoughts that stuck to my mind. "The Great Birds of the Atlantic" was the first song written for the album and it modeled the outlook I chose to express on much of the album. I wrote it after a trip to Lunenburg. And as a point of symmetry, I ended work on my album with another trip to the same location a year after the first.

All the tracks were primarily recorded in my bedroom with a very minimal and economic setup. I only used an SM58, APEX950, and occasionally a few mics I borrowed from Aaron Langdon for percussion. I wanted everything to be straight-forward and resourceful. I approached the album as a folk project first and foremost, even if things became more obscured with arrangements and production. I made this album to prove that I could do it. It felt like I needed a starting point before I could be fully enveloped in this recording project. This is that start.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy this release.

Thank you to Aaron Langdon for being an extra set of ears and for helping out with drums whenever I desired them. And thank you to Remy Bradley for always listening and giving positive feedback even when I wasn't so positive.

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released September 29, 2021

Jasmine Bradley: Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Piano, Synths, Accordion, Percussion, Drums (7)
Aaron Langdon: Drums (2, 5, 6, 9)

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Jasmine Bradley

Links: linktr.ee/gardenertheartist

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Gardener is an indie project created by Jasmine Bradley. She is based out of Nova Scotia, Canada.

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